Sunday, January 8, 2017

Painting Out The Pain

( NOTE:  This post was written months ago.  I have no idea why it jumped up to the top of my entries again.  But it did.  Although I am past these particular feelings today, it is important to me to have them "documented".  It's all therapy. It helps me and it may help somebody else too.)


If you are currently grieving like I am, how do you lose yourself?  Is it through your work? A hobby? Is your diversion family and friends? Hopefully you can lose yourself in a healthy way instead of having yet another drink, a third bowl of ice cream or curling into a ball and thinking you can cry your grief away eventually. You can't.

I know what works for me. But just because I know doesn't mean that I do it. Knowing and doing are two different things. But if I do reach out and pick up a paintbrush, I can float away from that which hurts me.  I can just let it go, or rather maybe it loosens it's grip on me and lets me go.
Soon I will finish the painting I've been working on with Sherry Hardage.

Work In Progress. Not Use To Acrylics Yet. Learning About Them.
What a great painter, teacher, and friend I have in her.  She 'gets' me and I love her and her work.  Larry and I loved this particular sight. He shot it and I painted it. We always said we would do that.  So even though we ran out of time, he left me hundreds of photos to paint; so he did his part. And I will do mine.

I hope you find your magic bullet for tazing grief so it will be powerless over you for awhile. It will come back but at least it will lay in a heap on the floor for awhile.

2017: New Year. New Path. New Art.

It's been awhile since I was here but I am back, ...for now anyway.  Where to start?  I'll start with this passage from a calendar I received from my son.  I don't know who wrote it.
 
"New beginnings always need to be balanced with endings.  This is why we have New Year's Eve.  It is not just a time for celebrating.  It also needs to be a time for reflection, summing up, learning from our past year, and seeing and naming the changes we need to make to move forward.  This is why we have New Year's Day.  We humans need to be reminded to end, sum up, and move on."
 
So, I will probably be naming some of those changes right here.  I'll start small.  That manipulative choice will make it easier for me to see progress.  Smile.

My New Cup. I Love It.

Work In Progress
8x10
Acrylic
"Over and Under" Rice Paper on Canvas Board
Random Abstract